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You'll Never Take My Side

by Farhampton

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1.
I’ve been waiting for the day when you’d finally feel the same Letdown confusion that has plagued your past mistakes From the preacher to the martyr you left your messages unfiltered And when the pen is pointing back the other way, what do you have to say? Was it all too much to handle or are the reasons meaningless? Have you struggled with the thought that this is exactly what you get? For the people you have held back from breaking out and strengthening The bond that you were breaking for your god damn selfish needs Selfishly, you don’t deserve me Selfishly, you don’t deserve me I hope that you enjoy all that you read And the taste of your own medicine has been so bittersweet And I’m best known for holding grudges but words fall through my teeth I won’t spend another night waiting for who you’re supposed to be
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Write me a story with all the lies you want to speak the passion that you can’t remember You lost control of everything, you couldn’t stand the heat So pack your shit and leave us to fall apart like were dead without our missing puzzle piece We won’t let this break us down We’re better off without you around I’ll prove myself the only way that I know how Embrace my demons and use my voice to let them out My growing temper feels the pressure of all who left before, my unsettled scores I’m passive aggressive, and I hope you learn your lesson when the guilt trip hits your door I don’t want to settle for your second bests and we’ll work it outs All that matters are the words leaving my mouth We won’t let this break us down We’re better off without you around I’ll prove myself the only way that I know how Embrace my demons and use my voice to let them out Like you think you know me Like you think you could predict our fall Like my father told me Take no prisoners in war Like you think you know me Like you think you could be better off Like my father told me Take no prisoners in war We won't let this break us We won't let this break us down We won't list this break us We won’t let this break us down We’re better off without you around I’ll prove myself the only way that I know how Embrace my demons and use my voice to let them out
3.
Backbone 03:15
An honest moment, a feeling I tried so hard to fight I've been let down more than twice by a standard you set in your mind Through all your lies my best intentions were heart in hand and opened eyes You pushed it all aside with the ego you couldn’t hide Footprints down my spine; you walk it off this time While I waste all of mine, Returning nothing for Giving everything inside But I'll always be wrong and you'll never take my side I thought we shared a common purpose and thought we were so much alike But the distance turned to difference and a mountain that I cannot climb And all the state lines better separate when our paths divide Cause I don't need to repeat all these... Footprints down my spine; you walk it off this time While I waste all of mine, Returning nothing for Giving everything inside But I'll always be wrong and you'll never take my side I said If I can't take that place I'll try to shoulder all the weight You placed upon my backbone breaking every time You tore me down to force me out So why is your pride worth so much more than mine? Footprints down my spine; you walk it off this time While I waste all of mine, Returning nothing for Giving everything inside But I'll always be wrong and you'll never take my side
4.
Melvina 02:19
It’s been too much time since that state of mind crossed my threshold again The way you smiled so God damn bright I welcome you in So how could I concede that all the blame was placed on me Second chances were nothing you or I could keep If I fall into a wasted headspace, not sure I’ll keep you out of it You hold my attention while I’m weak and questioning the purpose of these games Of start and stop we play while the feeling slowly fades I’m not holding a grudge for every excuse that you made Why won’t you hear me (you won't hear me) calling for relief when nothing’s said? I’m sick from the nights I spent writing all my hate away I hope that you never return to your place inside my head (inside my head) Cause I’m fucked again if you come back When you come back Don’t come back
5.
Circa '07 03:18
Well I’ve tried to frame these thoughts inside a storybook ending Well they've been drawn and we’re all caught in this trap of just pretending That everything’s been kept so far out of reach, But I never paid attention to the words that they all preached Have they told you that talk is cheap? So keep on talking like you think you know what I hold deep It’s time we break apart the spell and all the secrets that we keep Our ghosts come out full force when I’ve been least expecting And haunting every one of my dreams in a fight I’m not defending And they tried to warn me right from the start Yet I followed intuition and wound up with so much less heart (less heart) Have they told you that talk is cheap? So keep on talking like you think you know what I hold deep… It’s time we break apart the spell and all the secrets that we keep Your presence should have no effect here anymore I've seen straight through your shit and I’ve never been so sore So give me back the last ten years, and with the pride I still have left I promise I won’t become another victim of your theft Your picture’s burning, and I’m still learning how to keep my distance Your picture’s burning, and I’m still learning how to keep my distance I'm gonna keep my distance
6.
I swear I heard you speak, I swear you were whispering so sweet While you danced under the moonlight in my familiar fantasy I wanted you to stay beside me with every fever dream Where your memory rings out like notes played on every string You were my soundtrack playing on repeat Every word you sang to me always kept me hanging Until you find another reason to leave, I hope you’ll keep a part of me Tugging at your heartstrings Maybe at another place and time is what you sold me As the last remaining promise that I know you wouldn’t keep I let myself get carried away on the words that hold no weight It’s funny how you changed the more I felt the same You were my soundtrack playing on repeat Every word you sang to me always kept me hanging Until you find another reason to leave, I hope you’ll keep a part of me Tugging at your heartstrings I’ll tattoo a heart to my left arm so I'll never worry when I lose it all over again And I’ll pretend this hollow feeling wasn’t left with me at birth And now that I'm done accepting your worst This skipped beat will always be my curse (will always be my curse) You were my soundtrack that was playing on repeat (playing on repeat) Every word you sang to me no longer leaves me hanging And I know you'll never keep a part of me (a part of me) And you'll never take the heart sewn on my sleeve

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released September 1, 2017

Personnel:
Eric Matula - main vocals/all guitars
Ricky Lozano - bass guitar
Dale Hudak - drums

Guest vocals in Take No Prisoners by Jake Marquis
Additional vocals by Joey Vana
Lyrics: Eric Matula
Music: Farhampton

Produced, mixed, and mastered by Joey Vana at JTV Music in Burr Ridge/Downers Grove, Illinois - March-August 2017.

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Farhampton Chicago, Illinois

New single "Wishful Thinking" out now!

Four piece pop-punk influenced band from the South Suburbs of Chicago, Illinois.

Est. 2016

Guitars/Vocals: Eric
Drums: Dale
Bass: Ricardo
Guitar/Vocals: Jake

For fans of All Time Low, Real Friends, Knuckle Puck, The Starting Line, The Wonder Years, Yellowcard, Alkaline Trio, Mayday Parade, New Found Glory, Fall Out Boy...
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